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[16 Nov 2003|11:32pm]
Gaaaahh...new journal.
brighteyeddork

add me if you would like.
xoxo
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[14 Nov 2003|02:52pm]
Okay...so we went to Godfathers today.
I ate 4 pieces of pizza. but now I want
some more. But oh well. Umm..We also
went to the gas station and saw the hot
guy. ohhhh goodness. I don't think he
has that great of a personality...but
he is very good looking. oooh yes. I took
Kady home and then came home and called
TJ because I was supposed to go to his
house, but I didn't want to drive all
the way out to Ravensdale because that
would take like 25-30 minutes and we would
only be able to hang out for an hour
before he had to get ready for his show.
sooooo, now I'm STILL on a search for a
ride for the show. He might ask Debbie
to take me, but I'd feel weird, because
then I wouldn't REALLY know anyone, so
I couldn't really hang out with anyone
and it wouldn't be very fun. So if you
want to come...TELL ME! And it's not a
for sure thing, but we may be able to go
and it would make for some good times. I
PROMISE! If I don't go to the show, then
I think I might go to Elf...probably by
myself. Or go to Kady's and watch a movie
or something. I don't know. I just dont
want to be at home tonight. So yeah. It'd
be really nice to get a bunch of people
to come see Elf with me...hmm...
OOOOOHHH MYYYYY GOOOOOOOOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!

UPDATE!!!!!!
THE 7-11 IN FAIRWOOD DOES HAVE DIET
PEPESI SLURPEES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here is how I found out...
I called my mom at Godfathers to tell her what
I was up to, and she was in her car going to
Fairwood. And Tyson told me to tell her to check
for Diet Pepsi slurpess. So of course I did. And
she actually said yes! So oh man! She calls back
a little later and she was like "I have an update"
and I was all giddy and excited...and she reports
that they DO have them!! Oh goodness! Was I happy
or what?!? Then she goes "I was rude." and I said
"why?" and she said, "because I didn't say hi to
Tyson or Lauren...give them my FONDEST hello."
and I laughed...my mom is funny. Yeah, so CAN I
GET A HALLELUJAH!? HALLELUJAH!!! Thank RENO for
Diet Pepsi slurpees...AMEN!
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[14 Nov 2003|09:41am]
Umm...I'm at school right now.
Geeze I'm such a freaking dork.
Oh well. It's a halfday WEEEE!!
I'm going to Godfather's with
some people after school. Rumor
has it that it's CHEAP! So you
better be correct! But before
we go, we're going to the gas
station because the hot guy is
working and I need gas. So why
not visit this specific gas
station? Ohhh goodness...this
boy is VERY cute! And we get
to see him because it's a half
day and he gets off work at 2:00,
so we can't see him on normal
days...15 minutes late. Woo!!
Then Kady has to go home at 12:30
because she can't hang out today.
Sad...I will miss you Kady Pie!
I think I might hang out with TJ
today...Not sure. and then no
plans tonight, unless i can get
a ride to the show. but I don't
think that will happen. So maybe
I'll go see Elf! AGAIN! Because it's
THAT good! And on Saturday I'm going
to Seattle to stay with my sister.
we're going to RED LIGHT FREAKING VINTAGE!
YES! I LOOOOOVE that store! So great.
Kind of too expensive though...but
great nonetheless. Yep, sooooooooo
class is almost over. so i'm going to
go act like I'm doing something of
importance. or something. I hope
everyone has a most lovely day! And
I hope you all smile LOTS!! So uh...
Go see Elf or something...
"Why are you smiling?"
"Smiling's my favorite!!!!"
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[11 Nov 2003|10:18am]
EEP!!! I forgot to mention that
a certain individual told me that
there are no longer Diet Pepsi
Slurpees. Now...he's only been to
ONE 7-11 to report that information...
So today I will be checking Fairwood,
WHERE by the way, has THE BEST Diet
Pepsi Slurpees EVER! They're the
only place that I've had them at
that don't melt super fast...ANYWAY!
So the Diet Pepsi Slurpee Search
begins today!! DUN DUN DUN!!!!
xoxo
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[11 Nov 2003|01:09am]
Wooooo...1:09AM...everyone just left.
Not that it was a lot of people but
ya know. It was lovely hanging out
with them like old times. I miss the
old times. It made me happy to be with
them all. Haha!! DJ went behind my couch
and Kady and I kept seeing the light
move back and forth and we were like "DJ
what are you DOING?!" and we'd see a head
creep out...and then all of a sudden a
naked body comes out! it was good times!
just like old times...when we first saw
him dancing on the roof of the car...with
Tyson of course! DOY!! Sorry Tyson...I won't
call you Ty EVER again! You will remain to
be Tysooooooon! Like...Monsoon...only not...
K well...I have to get up at like 10 tomorrow
cause I'm hanging out with TJ...and THEN I'm
hanging out with Kady and them. And THEN I
think we're going to the Jamison Parker
and Straylight Run show...SOOOO!! Have a
SUPER night! I love you all!! I promise to
get pictures up soon...I'm so lazy...sorry to
those who have been waiting...Err...I LOVE YOU!
xoxo
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ICON MONSTER!!!!!!!1 [10 Nov 2003|08:56pm]
This conversation took place on
May 31, 2003 1:52 P.M...

iNS1D3 oUt: icon...like it?
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: it's the same
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: maybe it will change
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: and now it changed
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: but it's blank
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: so...hmm
iNS1D3 oUt: what!!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: there's nothing there
iNS1D3 oUt: man.. you dont have one eitgher...
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: what?!
iNS1D3 oUt: neither does tyson
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: who's stealing all the icons?!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: who stole the icon from the IM box?!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: Kady stole the icon from the IM box
iNS1D3 oUt: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iNS1D3 oUt: who me!!!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: yes you!
iNS1D3 oUt: couldnt be!!!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: THEN WHO?!?!?!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: I'm soooo snapping my fingers!!
iNS1D3 oUt: steph stole the icon from the im box!!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: WHO ME?!
iNS1D3 oUt: pelvic thrust...i got it
iNS1D3 oUt: yes you!!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: COULDN"T BE!!
iNS1D3 oUt: (whispers) dude it has to be you...there is only two of us..and it wasnt me.
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: *whispers* dude...it wasn't me....it was...AN IMPOSTER!!!!
iNS1D3 oUt: no no...
iNS1D3 oUt: IT WAS THE ICON MONSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
iNS1D3 oUt: RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: SO HOW AM I STILL TYPING?!?!?!?!?
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: I BROUGHT THE KEYBOARD WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: FJKDLSYHIHKFLDHYSIO:HDQNFOIDY SREQJHFDHF EWQJ:FKJDS:BFSA
iNS1D3 oUt: IT IS A PORTABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: [side note: me running]
iNS1D3 oUt: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iNS1D3 oUt: ...steph...
iNS1D3 oUt: he...the icon monster that is...
iNS1D3 oUt: is holding me at fingernail point...
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: I WILL SAVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iNS1D3 oUt: HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iNS1D3 oUt: he is dragging me away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iNS1D3 oUt: my leg is stuck!!
iNS1D3 oUt: (?)
M1SF1TT3D FR33K: SURPRISE!!!!!!!!! *takes off icon monster mask* IT'S ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay...So hardcore proof that Kady and I are
in fact mental...I wouldn't be surprised if
she and I are the only ones who laugh at that.
But when I found that saved IM...I almost peed
my pants. Another funny one was when she told
me about this certain dream..."GO GO GO!!!!!!"
Maybe I'll post that one later...All I remember
when that conversation was going on is that I
almost peed my pants from laughing so hard, and
my mom came in my room asking what was so funny
and I was speechless.
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[10 Nov 2003|06:38pm]
I wish somebody would come stop by
and talk with me. That is a funny
request.
xoxo
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Christmas cannot come soon enough!!! [09 Nov 2003|11:15pm]
Okay, so The Santa Claus (with Tim
Alan) is a GREAT Christmas movie! As is
The Grinch (with Jim Carey I believe)
Hands down, two of the best ones I've
ever seen. BUT Elf is
now MY FAVORITE Christmas movie EVER!!
Oh goodness!! I laughed SOOO hard!! Aww
it was so cute!! Oh man! GO SEE IT!!
Seriously. And if you do...I wouldn't
object to tag along...hehe. Yes..anway..
I also saw Love Actually and it was
just as lovely! Okay...not just as lovely
as Elf but it was very good! I dunno...
It was kind of sad at some points...but really
funny too. I mean...Hugh Grant is AWESOME!
I love him! Amazing actor if I do say so
myself. Anyway, that was another lovely
Christmas movie and I was planning on remembering
one of the lines from it, but now I can't seem
to recall what it was. Oh well. Anyway, that's
what my day consisted of. Two Christmas
movies with my sister and mom. AND my mom
laughs sooooo hard and loud in movies...
it's kind of annoying. But it's always
good times to make fun of her. Hehe. Yep.
Anyway. Have a lovely night everyone! I think
I am going to go to bed and not do my chem.
Ohhh...and did I mention that my sister is
starting to like the music I listen to?!?!
OH GOODNESS!! I almost keeled over in shock!
hehe.
k bye!
xoxo
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Hopelessly Addicted... [08 Nov 2003|10:54pm]
Lovely pictures of mine and Kady's obsession...
And all I have to say is thank God for LCP 2002
or else Kady would have never been addicted like
I am. NO ONE CAN TAKE MY DIET PEPSI AWAY!!
[Side Note: Diet Pepsi slurpees are equally as
tasty and I still find it freaking CRAZY that
just after I said I was going to invent them...
they come out! WEIRD!!]

What's this? Diet Pepsi? I THINK SO!Collapse )
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HIYUKEN! [08 Nov 2003|10:08pm]
I've been meaning put these pictures up for
awhile now. I just never got around to it.
So here are pictures from a couple weeks
ago at Tyson's house.

HIYUUUUKEN!!!!Collapse )
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[08 Nov 2003|09:26pm]
Old friend, I hear you.
I know just how you feel.
I've been in your shoes before,
I've seen your worries,
and I can understand everything you're going through.

And I believe in you.
Your time is coming.
Don't give up tonight.
There's a life ahead.
Your time is coming.
Don't let go tonight.

My friend, I've listened.
Things only can improve.
You have all the time in the world.
So keep on fighting,
And never let them say there's anything that you can't do.

'Cause I believe in you.
Your time is coming.
Don't give up tonight.
There's a life ahead.
Your time is coming.
Don't let go tonight.

I watched as you sat with a cigarette in your hand,
Holding a drink in the other,

Trying to drown all your pain...

And I believe in you.
Your time is coming.
Don't give up tonight.
There's a life ahead.
Your time is coming.
Don't let go tonight.

Old friend, you'll realize, good things are worth the wait.
Enjoy the times that you have.
You'll see a new day,
When darkness fades again,
And the sun can rise to shine.

And I believe in you.
Your time is coming.
Don't give up tonight.
There's a life ahead.
Your time is coming.
Don't let go tonight.

[08 Nov 2003|08:26pm]
'and [we're] so emo...'Collapse )
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[08 Nov 2003|03:15pm]
Will somebody send me a letter.
In the real mail. The non-email
mail. Please?
xoxo

Edit:
My address is...
Stephanie Parker
17343 187th Pl. SE
Renton, WA 98058


And if I get some crazy killing
psycho at my house...well...then
I will blame myself for putting
my address in my lj.
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[08 Nov 2003|02:25pm]
Oh my goodness! I forgot to mention
that Kady and I are such awesome
screamers. I mean...we could SO
start a band. While we were driving
around, we were screaming some songs.
It was so great.
okay bye.
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[05 Nov 2003|07:53pm]
I have a weird feeling right now and
I don't like it. Something is wrong
but I don't know what. No, not wrong
with me per se...just wrong in general.
xoxo
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[05 Nov 2003|12:08am]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope you have a spectacular day nothing
short of amazing. You deserve it! I'm glad
I got to be naked with you (well...more or
less) when midnight rolled around! That rules!
You're awesome! WEEEEE!!!
xoxo
burn through my exploding heart

[02 Nov 2003|05:02pm]
Another story about cleaning my room...
So on April 13, 2003 I think I went to
Hawaii. I wrote a letter to Kady on
April 12, 2003. Now I wrote this letter
probably around the time she was either
a)Falling out her window.
or
b)Running down the driveway laughing.
Here is what it said:

"Kady- Hey man! This is my final goodbye.
Tomorrow I'm leaving on a jetplain. Don't
know when I'll be back again...(You can sing
those last two sentences, actually, if you
didn't sing them, go back and sing them now...)
Who knows what will happen to me. The plane could
crash, I could drown, the car could crash, some
crazy drugged Hawaiian (who is naked) could shoot
me. Hell, I could even get eaten by a shark. But,
please know that you rock, hardcore! And you are
the best other have that I have. Okay, so you're
the only other half. But still...Sorry we can't
die naked together, like we had planned. But I
promise to rip off all my clothes beofore I die.
Well, my final goodbye must end sometime...Well,
techincally it doesn't. Wait...technically it does.
So, talk to ya later! Wait...No I won't. Wait, yes
I will. I'll come back as poop and haunt you! In all
seriousness...keep smiling! Because without smiling
life would be shit! And because you're worth it!
(Side note: I added the second part to the infamous
quote, seems to work well. But the original will always
live on!) Love ya man!
Heart: Steph Paaaaarker <--Accent


Awwww...I can't believe I didn't give this to you Kady!
oh well...doesn't matter now that I'm back from the
trip and alive. haha. Ooooh well! I just thought it was
a bit humorous and decided to share!
xoxo
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[02 Nov 2003|04:17pm]
I was cleaning my room. Okay...mostly cleaning
out my desk drawers. And I come across a really
thick envelope. "Odd," I thought to myself. So
I looked at the front and it read:

"To: Whoever cares, whoever it may concern, or
whoever wants to know. August 6, 2002"


So over a year ago I remember sitting on my couch
with my notebook just writing and this piece of
work came out. I read it just a second ago. It's
so weird reading something like that. I mean...
yeah it was only a year and about three months
ago. But so much has changed since that time.
I wrote this less than a month after my first time
to LCP [Lake Conner Park] and I remember coming
home from my little bagpipe adventure, after "reuniting"
with Kady and I was so happy. Before LCP I remember
being really down. Not my lowest point for sure,
but sad nonetheless. For the most part this was a
happy little letter. It mostly talked about my future.
In it, I said I wanted to go to NYU, be an actress, travel the
world and find my soul mate. Well..three out of four
remain the same. I don't want to act anymore...I don't
know what I want to do. Oh well. Umm...let's see...
What else did it say? Nothing of any importance. I can't
seem to put my finger on it if I thought I'd be dead when
someone read this, or if I'd just be really older and
not around. I don't know. I don't think it was a suicide
type note in anyway. In the very end it said this...

"I've only lived a portion of my life. Hardly any
of it. The good stuff is yet to come. I'm letting it
in with open arms. Because whatever happens tonight,
tomorrow, next week, month or year; the sun will rise
again. Life continues and waits for nothing. Time is
your best friend and God has a reason for everything.
As long as you have faith and hope, nothing can stop
you."


Finding this little letter reminded me of the letters
we wrote to ourselves last year in English and she
gave them back to us on the last day of school. It was
so weird reading them and seeing how much had changed.
And now, even more has changed. It's barely been a year
and my life feels like it's done a complete 180. I don't
know what I'm getting at. I don't think there was a point
to begin with and if there was I do not remember. So I'll
just leave it at this and go brush my teeth.
xoxo
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[01 Nov 2003|01:09pm]
I hate when people get mad at
me for something I didn't even
do. I think my mom was right
about something...Well part of
it was correct anyhow. Whatever.
Here are some pictures from
yesterday...All I have to say
is TJ Grant and Justin Mundell
are seriously two way amazing
guys. And Stephanie is SUPER
glad that she got to hang out with
them and miss Kady Mae Roach aswell.
And no..A year ago today, I would
not even begin to imagine that
we would lay in the same bed as
TJ...holding hands...haha! Tooooo
funny! Enjooooooy!


Kady and me trying our hardest to get up that stupid slide...
Doop!Collapse )
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[28 Oct 2003|09:26pm]
I got my sweaters in the mail today.
I was excited. Two of them are a tad
small. But I love them nonetheless.
Then the other one fits fine. BUT...
My mom thinks the dino one looks funny
because it's so small. I don't kow.
I'll have to give it a try again when
I'm more awake. Anyway. Have a lovely
night. I love you all.
xoxo
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